tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76282883294972472522011-04-22T10:51:21.601+08:00Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.comBlogger431100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-46696861512649458952009-01-11T00:48:00.003+08:002009-01-11T01:40:31.838+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">i realise for almost my whole life im being living towards other ppl's expectation of me... i donno why i did that... i feel so darn stupid... from now i will live to my own expectation that is reasonable for me to accomplish...</span><span style="color:#ffff00;"> tmr is a extra training for the upcoming west zone matches... hope that the ppl that turn out will able to make the full use out of this training... jy everyone for the west zone!..</span> <span style="color:#33ff33;">i was so upset when i see some ppls pm on the msn... it was so infuriating... however i will prove to these ppl... prove that im not there because im there... i will prove it that im there cause of a reason... since im so invisible in ur eyes...</span> <span style="color:#33ccff;">i will prove it somehow... this will be my resolve... to prove my exsistence and living the life i wan my life to me.... nvr ever to live up to ppl expectations.... though it sound strong i still have doubts of my ability of my perseverance...</span> <span style="color:#cc33cc;">but to that resolve.. my resolve i shall promise... i will do it... i shall do it.. i must do it... for the sake of myself... i will prove my exsistence... i will live the life i wan to...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-4669686151264945895?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-52506824303707862422009-01-05T00:21:00.001+08:002009-01-05T00:23:16.127+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>NEW YEAR~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>NEW GOALS~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>NEW ACHIEVEMENTS~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>NEW EXPERIENCES~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>NEW CLOTHES~</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-5250682430370786242?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-59009556581183483752008-11-22T06:09:00.002+08:002008-11-22T06:13:01.815+08:00im really confused now...i donno what to do anymore...i pray to god asking him to help me...but it turns out there was no answers...maybe i wasnt sincere enough?... maybe he doesnt care about me anymore?... if i jump will i meet god?... i really nid to talk with god right now...should i jump and lose concious to meet him?...should i sleep and let him appear in my dreams?...who can tell me what to do....i scare if i jump he still wouldnt wan to meet me...i donno what to do...i onli know that god is the key to my answers...but yet i cant find him...what should i decide....jump or dont jump...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-5900955658118348375?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-28705144084231778112008-11-10T20:15:00.004+08:002008-11-10T20:20:43.749+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SRgmQ7i5ztI/AAAAAAAAAG0/OGGXsrhU5jc/s1600-h/DSC00486.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5267001836513644242" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SRgmQ7i5ztI/AAAAAAAAAG0/OGGXsrhU5jc/s320/DSC00486.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SRgmQb90_iI/AAAAAAAAAGs/hNyzvk21ooY/s1600-h/DSC00485.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5267001828036640290" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SRgmQb90_iI/AAAAAAAAAGs/hNyzvk21ooY/s320/DSC00485.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SRgmQKz1mJI/AAAAAAAAAGk/g-ZWjZAFmtw/s1600-h/DSC00484.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5267001823431334034" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SRgmQKz1mJI/AAAAAAAAAGk/g-ZWjZAFmtw/s320/DSC00484.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;"><em>this 3 pic is taken on sunday when the skin came off. and it is dam red. so pain lah sianz.</em></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;"><em>today better le. not so red le. can bend also not that pain but still pain. LOL. </em></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;"><em>tmr training le. sianz. how sia. wan train libero then this happen to me.</em></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;"><em>don care le. tmr just wrap it in gauze and then tape with leukoplast.</em></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;"><em>i just hope and pray that it will be healed v v v v v fast.</em></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;"><em>i cant afford to miss anymore training le!</em></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;"><em>for volleyball~ finger faster heal please!!!!</em></span></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-2870514408423177811?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-52275767500478866512008-11-08T16:50:00.003+08:002008-11-08T16:52:15.346+08:00<span style="color:#ffff00;"><strong>NEW BLOGSKIN~<br />SCROLL DOWN ON THE RIGHT~<br />PROFILE~<br />WISHLIST~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"><strong>TAGBOARD~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"><strong>PLAYLIST~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"><strong>LINKS~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"><strong>BLOG ARCHIEVES~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"><strong>CREDITS~</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-5227576750047886651?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-5225002913688222502008-11-07T18:43:00.004+08:002008-11-07T19:33:00.711+08:00<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;">HWA CHONG INSTITUITION VS UNITY</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;">25 - 22 , 25 - 8</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;">DUNMAN SECONDARY VS UNITY</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;">25 - 18 , 22 - 25 , 15 - 13</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;">CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL VS UNTIY</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;">25 - 8 , 25 - 12</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;">ZHONG HUA SECONDARY VS UNITY</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;">25 - 17/18?, 26-24</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;">YU HUA SECONDARY VS UNITY</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;">25 - 22 , 25 - 18</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#33ff33;">DEDUCTION :</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#33ff33;">hwa chong is first match after so long nvr train so can get 22 bua pai liao =D</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">dunman sec so pity sia. every1 try to put in effort and we got a 3rd set but in the end lost T.T but it is the happiest match out of the 5</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">cat high no nid say ba? their spike shock us. lols. but still can try to win but so long nvr train then the team like don have chemistry le. sadded. but still nice fight =/</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">zhong hua donno what happen. they like so noob onli got 1 tall tall de spike okok but still we lost =( maybe training too less =D must put twice a week once not enough</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">yu hua... haha i wasnt there to play with them. sick =/ but coach v confident tell us say if we lose can go back sch run 10 rounds. in the end lost. hahah. GG</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">REFLECTION : </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i think its very pity sia. but still we had put up a good fight =D 3 cheers for unity volleyball boys ever1 don so sad le. whats past is past. lets put more effort on our training ba. JY EVERYONE!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">(its not that we noob is the training days too less. once a week onli) <--(quote by tonghua. lols!)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">every1 should jyjy! volleyball cannot solo de. must have more teamwork and team spirit. hehe =D</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">then i v smart alec =.= go tell coach i wan be libero =p then coach say now train may not have enough time but he say will let me try. so he ask me at home dig 1000 balls set 1000 balls everyday. (20 sets of 50) then i v excited. woots libero leh. lols. but now my hand kena scald during work =.= then the skin v jia lat. den now i waiting for it to recover then i jiu chiong le!!! for volleyball!!! =D</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-522500291368822250?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-31159783429172082402008-11-07T18:37:00.005+08:002008-11-07T18:42:50.588+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SRQbH5FFwVI/AAAAAAAAAGE/KQJCsmXGOVk/s1600-h/Unforgettable+Memory+(1).JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265863686698156370" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" 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href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SRQaxv8_hMI/AAAAAAAAAFc/2DCC4IUklYs/s1600-h/Unforgettable+Memory+(6).jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265863306291152066" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SRQaxv8_hMI/AAAAAAAAAFc/2DCC4IUklYs/s320/Unforgettable+Memory+(6).jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-3115978342917208240?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-17348428813711730632008-10-18T13:47:00.002+08:002008-10-18T13:56:05.197+08:00<em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc00;">End Of Year Exams Paper Results</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">English : 56 / 100</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ff0000;">Chinese : ?? / 100</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#3366ff;">E Maths : 65 / 100</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ff0000;">A Maths : 43 / 100</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#33ff33;">Accounts : 82.5 / 100</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#3366ff;">Combine Science : 68 / 100</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#3366ff;">Physic : 34 / 50</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#3366ff;">Chemistry : 34 / 50</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#3366ff;">Combine Humanities : 48 / 100</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#3366ff;">Social Studies : 25 / 50</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#3366ff;">Geography : 23 / 50</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#3366ff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">English is tyco anyhow de</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I am onli happy about accounts nia.</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">my e maths is like shit</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">my a maths go knock wall la</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">chinese no nid to say anything de =p</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">science not even a2 wtf?</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">i failed my humans? which i v confident de? zzz</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">knnbccb!!!!!!!!!!!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">although overall 58 or 56% (forget)</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">but its v low la.</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">even the cher say i under performed.</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">im dam angry about my both maths , sci and human. </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">ffffffffffuuuuuuuuuucccccccccckkkkkkkkkk</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">i hate sch! i don wan study anymore le!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">its making me dam fking stress and fking paranoid!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">i hate this. my paranoid-ness leads me to irritaing every1 around me!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">i hate this. i don wan my life to be like this. i wish i can rest forever till eternalty~</span></em><div 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SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-8882028403819374593?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-9837494356853217422008-09-09T21:12:00.005+08:002008-09-12T22:46:07.068+08:00<span style="color:#000000;">recently i feel that every1 around me is starting to ignore me for some reasons... is just a feeling i have... but it seems like what i think is always true?... everybody is like treating me like some alien or something... i feel so ignored... and i like so no life... everyday have no activities... the bond i have with my friends seems to be like drifting apart... everything around me seems to be darker by days... i feel so alone... then every1 will start gossiping that im attracting attention from ppl? huh? so whatever... maybe they think im extra or what... just sense it that ppl don like me... cause i keep doing things that always attract ppl attention or whatsoever?... im just a straight forward person... if i think im not in the wrong i will oppose strongly?... cause i always have been magligned from young... family, teachers, friends... everything around me.... sometimes i really wonder... im here on earth just because im here?... i feel like i don have a special reason to my life... i feel so rejected by every1... maybe i will keep quiet and don be so noisy anymore?... just lead a simple life? with no activities... i will try to keep my mouth shut and take every scolding even if im not wrong... tears started falling off my eyes and roll down my cheeks when im writing all these... i just slited today again but i didnt use penknife thankz to a special some1... i thank u from the bottom of my heart... i try all sorts of way... but still... i cant solve my problems... i really wanted to jump down today... but i think i will jump down this year?... cause im like so rejected already... why everybody is like ignoring me... maybe i have offended them cause i too straight forward? i wan to say sorry to those i have offended unintentionally... or maybe is i done something that made them feel irritated... i really donno... but seriously... i wan to say sorry... i think the fault lies with me... but i donno unless some1 tell me... but if they don like me le how will they tell me?.. so its best to leave it like this?... i feel so rejected... but i wont blame them... cause its my fault anyway?... im at my ends now... i really cant stand this lonelines... i mean who will not be afraid to be alone... haix... if onli i was dead the moment i was born? if onli i have a more likable chracter? if onli i wasnt so irritating? if onli i would be more sensitive towards thier feeling? if onli everything was like a fantasy? if onli everything would be so peaceful? if onli i was a better person? if onli i was more popular?... i really wish that i wasnt here in the first place... i feel so empty... i feel so rejected... i feel so lonely... i shall be quiet person and don do things that ppl think that i desperately nid their attenton... cause im not seeking attention... i just wan someone or some ppl to concern me(but got a few le...)... i just nid to have a sense of belonging... is that so hard to ask for?... but however i still think the fault lies with me... so i would really wan to thank those ppl that had concerned me... and i would like to say sorry to those i had offended and that feels that im just a extra,calefare,attention seeker... and i would like to say sorry to everyone cause knowing me was the biggest mistake of your life... and i would thank everyone who treated me as their friend... and i would like to end this by saying... pls forgive me if i really jump off a building... i am truely sorry every1... esp those ppl that care for me and those who think im extra... sorry once again...<br />i will nvr regret jumping down... if that ever happens...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-983749435685321742?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-52853293038484166802008-09-01T00:20:00.008+08:002008-09-01T00:35:20.282+08:00<span style="color:#33ff33;">the 2 bros of my i wan to dedicate this post is....<br />*drum rolls*</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">alvin and huning =D</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">they have always been there in times of my nids</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">they always lend their listening ears to me</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">they help me solve my problems</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">they encourage me from stop being emo. (LOL)</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">so i really wan to thank them =)</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">thankz you alvin and huning. i really appreciate u being my friend =D</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">so thats y i wan to help be cheer leader for u 2 for the senior spec course =)</span><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">HUNING~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">JIAYOU~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">HUNING~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">JIAYOU~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">HUNING HUNING HUNING~!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU~!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">ALVIN~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">JIAYOU~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">ALVIN~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">JIAYOU~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">ALVIN ALVIN ALVIN~!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU~!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">GOOD LUCK~!!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">u 2 nvr pass the course hor don come back liao. (LOLS , JK)</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">jiayou i know u 2 can do it de =)</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">put in ur best effort and do it!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">don be scare or afraid</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">just do ur best and go forward!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">good luck and have fun =D</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-5285329303848416680?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-81096282409365372822008-08-26T21:23:00.000+08:002008-08-26T21:24:24.403+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-8109628240936537282?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-27820720000739981962008-08-26T20:49:00.003+08:002008-08-26T20:59:59.202+08:00<em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#66cccc;">wah today song bo. play touch rugby with volleyball in the rain. shuang! hahahahahaah =D then the security guard ask us don play liao. cause raining quite alot le. then after that we all went to mac then i say i go buy sweets first. haha.</span> <span style="color:#ffff00;">( the sweets was to help me paid attention in class, bring sch 1 whole packet can finish in 1 day. lols)</span> <span style="color:#33ccff;">then after reached home bath le then go to the bus stop. wait the bus then suddenly raining like WTF!!! lols sit on the chair the rain also fly in. big rain and strong winds =.= take umbrella also like no use</span><span style="color:#33ccff;">! =x</span> <span style="color:#33ff33;">then after i bought the sweets liao i chiong back mac to slack with the rest then i opened 1 packet of sweet then also eat all finish. hahahaha. after that we when home at 6:30+ then we walk to the mrt there liao then saw MR.HUSSAIN!!! woooohooooo! lols. then i shout so loud then he say don publicize his name. LOLS. then after that we go in guardian find hair dye for jiawei. in the end go to lot 1 and find. the rest all went home le. left me alvin and jia wei. 3 of us all wants dark blue dye but cannot find. sadded. then go le lot 1 go 2nd floor watson, nvr found, 3rd floor guardian, nvr found, in the end go the guardian outside(directly in front of the traffic light) also nvr found! suay. dark blue dye so hard to find sia... then in the end jia wei bought the wildcherry i think. lols so fast forgot le. serious STM. LOLS.<br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;">thank everyone. without u all i wont be so happy today and thankz again =D</span></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-2782072000073998196?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-14097227382989993922008-08-25T19:42:00.007+08:002008-08-25T20:02:35.139+08:00<span style="color:#ffff00;"><em><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">today at sch in class 3/7... 2 person de birthday... then the whole of 3/7 stay back after sch to sing birthday songs for them and somemore got cake sia... *jealousy* lols... haix.. my birthday wasnt even half as exciting like this... and this year birthday was the worst of all... my parents argue in new york new york ( public place lehzzz!!!!) during my birthday and everybody was like staring at us... wtf... </span></em><br /><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"><em>am i asking too much or what? i just nid a place where i feel that i belonged... izit too much to ask?? the sense of belonging is v v v v v v important to me... now i feel that i don belonged to a place where everybody calls it home.... what is home to me i seriously donno... i just nid friends who are willing to accompany me but i don wanna purposely make it like im a attention seeker or extra... im having so much stress now... i wan to have good friends but yet i don wan make my action = to attention seeker or extra... im so stress and troubled now... T.T </em><br /></span><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">(PLS DO NOT THINK THAT THIS POST WAS TO ATTRACT PEOPLES' ATTENTION </span><span style="color:#ff0000;">CAUSE IM NOT A PERSON THAT WILL DO SOMETHING SO IDIOTIC!)</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">but i dont care what u think about me... im not guilty so i wont have to listen to ur opinions about me!</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#000000;">I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT<br /><br />I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE<br /></span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><br /></span><span style="color:#ff6666;">too much stress and v trouble... haix... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-1409722738298999392?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-52970151636787673292008-08-25T19:41:00.001+08:002008-08-25T19:41:48.277+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-5297015163678767329?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-84361033389129159452008-08-24T01:32:00.002+08:002008-08-24T01:34:36.486+08:00don mind me for entering this stupid post... if one day i would ever walk out of the classroom and climb over the railing and jump.... pls do not scream or be frighten or be afraid or be worry... i just wan to have a peaceful death... thats all... so pls take notice if i ever really jumped... pls do not scream... end of my stupid post<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-8436103338912915945?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-41547456136201176092008-08-06T21:43:00.003+08:002008-08-06T21:51:29.100+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">today ndp practice so fun sia. UG nice job. without u all the ndp celebrations wont be so nice. played volley with alot ppl just now =). then after that joined the choir and sing and have fun together =). first time i enjoyed being in school ^^</span> i<span style="color:#33ccff;"> also found out something v funny. im more bonded with other classes then my own class =.= its funny but sad. how can 1 not bonded with own class sia. zzzz. and i found out that i get along with girls easier than guys. still can bond with guys but nid a longer time =x.</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;">hehe =) anyway just wanna say to all my bros and good friends thank you. without u all i feel so empty =x so THANK YOU!!!</span></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">who wanna know those bros and good friends? go msn ask me =0 and i donno i should blog about them without their permission =x.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">BTW~ previous post i got write i admired alot ppl. wan know also mah? =x </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI~ SECRETS~~ =)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">therefore im not telling anything unless u are 1 of them =x</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">WHAHAHAHAHAHA</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-4154745613620117609?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-29921719805394835002008-08-06T21:34:00.002+08:002008-08-06T21:42:48.455+08:00<span style="color:#3333ff;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">haix. why must it always happen to me. <span style="color:#ff0000;">y i cant be like them.</span> those that i admired</span><span style="font-family:verdana;"> so much. y they can do it and i <span style="color:#ffff00;"><span style="color:#3333ff;">cant.</span> sometimes i feel like im really useless. cannot excel in anything i do. i feel that i don belong anywhere. my </span><span style="color:#ffff00;">home don feel like home. just what does home mean to u. home is a place where u keep tio guai lan. =.= my own family don understand me. i don understand myself.</span> i expected ppl to understand me. sorry to those i expected so much that u all will understand. sometimes i just wonder. <span style="color:#ff0000;">who am i?</span>... y am i in this wretched world. just whats my purpose here. i think i shouldn't be alive. but i will stay alive cause i treasure my friends more than my life. <span style="color:#ff0000;">thankz to all my friends and those whom i treat as brothers. thank u all.</span> i feel so alive with u ppl ard =)</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-2992171980539483500?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-47689302055658932982008-07-24T20:58:00.008+08:002008-07-24T21:15:11.946+08:00<em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">woots so cool. sit in class sing song also can cry. amazing sia. the song is "Welcome To My Life" by Simple Plan. These are the lyrics with my feelings at the very time i was singing in class today...<br /></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Do you ever feel like breaking down? <span style="color:#ffff33;">UH HUH</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Do you ever feel out of place? <span style="color:#ffff33;">YEAH</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Like somehow you just don't belong </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">And no one understands you </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Do you ever want to run away? <span style="color:#ffff33;">YUP</span></span></em><span style="color:#ffff33;"><br /></span><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Do you lock yourself in your room? <span style="color:#ffff33;">OF COURSE</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">With the radio on turned up so loud </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">That no one hears you screaming <span style="color:#ffff33;">THATS COOL</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">No you don't know what it's like </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">When nothing feels alright <span style="color:#ffff33;">OF COURSE THEY DON KNOW</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">You don't know what it's like</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be like me <span style="color:#ffff33;">DUH!</span></span></em><span style="color:#ffff33;"><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em></span><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">T</span></em><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">o be hurt, to feel lost </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be left out in the dark </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be kicked when you're down </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To feel like you've been pushed around </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be on the edge of breaking down </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">And no one's there to save you </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">No you don't know what it's like </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Welcome to my life </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Do you wanna be somebody else? <span style="color:#ffff33;">OF COURSE I WAN</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Are you sick of feeling so left out? <span style="color:#ffff33;">YES!</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Are you desperate to find something more </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Before your life is over?</span></em> <span style="color:#ffff33;">CAUSE MY LIFE SUCKS<br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em></span><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Are you stuck inside a world you hate? <span style="color:#ffff33;">STUPID WORLD</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Are you sick of everyone around? <span style="color:#ffff33;">NOT TRUE</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">With their big fake smiles and stupid lies <span style="color:#ffff33;">NOT TRUE</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">While deep inside you're bleeding <span style="color:#33ff33;">TRUE</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">No you don't know what it's like </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">When nothing feels alright </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">You don't know what it's like</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be like me </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be hurt, to feel lost </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be left out in the dark </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be kicked when you're down </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To feel like you've been pushed around </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be on the edge of breaking down </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">And no one's there to save you </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">No you don't know what it's like </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Welcome to my life </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">No one ever lied straight to your face </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">And no one ever stabbed you in the back </span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">You might think I'm happy </span></em><br /></span><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">But I'm not gonna be ok</span> </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Everybody always gave you what you wanted </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Y</span></em><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">ou never had to work</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">It was always there </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">You don't know what it's like </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">W</span></em><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">hat it's like </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be hurt, to feel lost </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be left out in the dark </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be kicked when you're down </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To feel like you've been pushed around </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be on the edge of breaking down </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">And no one's there to save you </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">No you don't know what it's like (what it's like) </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be hurt To feel lost </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be left out in the dark </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be kicked When you're down </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To feel like you've been pushed around </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">To be on the edge of breaking down </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">And no one's there to save you </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">No you don't know what it's like </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Welcome to my life </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Welcome to my life </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Welcome to my life<br /></span></em><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-4768930205565893298?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-6641280821530287672008-07-14T18:20:00.002+08:002008-07-14T18:28:27.259+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">today bastard sia. lee fong shai go hong kong then whole class alot ppl emo<span style="color:#ffcc00;">~(</span><span style="color:#ffcc00;">EMO ROCKS~WOHOOO).</span> then whole class alot ppl fight sia. sianz la. liddat carry on. this sat the performance sure dam lao kui 1 lor. last sat go sch rehersal planned like this then go up stage trial then diff from the planned lor. whatever lor. i think this sat i pon better. class liddat how to make a good performance. i hate the class lols.~~~~</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-664128082153028767?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-19794537766555727182008-07-10T22:09:00.009+08:002008-07-11T16:28:48.137+08:00<span style="color:#000000;">why do other family so bonded?<br />why is my family like this?<br />why no 1 is willing to be my listening ear?<br />why do i feel so extra everywhere i go?<br />why do i even exsist in the world?<br />why do i have to experienced all these?<br />why do i have to grow up?<br />why cant i be a infant 4ever?<br />why do my family find me irritating?<br />why do i have so many unsolved problems?<br />why dont i have solutions?<br />why i do not have my own cliques?<br />why i am such a loner?<br />why i am so emo?<br />why wasnt i dead the moment i was born?<br />why i cant even have care and concern?<br />why i have problems in my love life?<br />why cant any1 understand me?<br />why i am so suck in volleyball? </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why i cant improve my skills?<br />why i am so ugly?<br />why cant excel in anything i do?<br />why cant i cry it out?<br />why my tears cant fall?<br />why cant i meet accidents?<br />why i cant be happy? </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why i fantasy be true?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why i can nvr achieve my dreams?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why i cant help any1 in anything?<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">why i feel so extra even with my friends?<br />why my friends are so bonded except me? </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why i so attention seeker?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why i so noob?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why i am not talented?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why i so sucker?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why must i cause trouble to my friends?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why am i so desperate for care and concern?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why dont i have a dog for me to play?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">why am i so emo?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#000000;">why my life is full of unpleasent things?</span><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;">WHY?????????????????????????????</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-1979453776655572718?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-21255990900256387892008-07-10T21:58:00.002+08:002008-07-10T22:07:45.799+08:00<em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#33ccff;">what does family mean to you? i don hav the image of what is family like. what is family i really don noe. y does every1 have such happy family and all i can do is smile. whats wrong with my family. a sister who thinks she is older than me and she can do whatever she like. a mom who thinks whatever i do is wrong and my sis is right. a dad which is not close to me. what kind of home is this.i am 15 yet they all think i immature. what about themselves. i just nid some1 that can understands me. am i really expecting to much of it? whenever i wan to tell my mom or sis my problems,whether happy or sad, they find me irritating. my sis always saying mom like this mom like that. she ownself also doing it. so what am i here. a person who ppl find irritating. i just nid a listening ear is it so hard to find? the world population is counted by millions. and in this millions i can't even find 1 who is willing to be my listening ear. not even my family is willing. haix. maybe i shouldnt be here, be anywhere.</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-2125599090025638789?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-23560743433497926712008-07-07T14:04:00.003+08:002008-07-07T14:13:38.922+08:00<em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">fuck la whatever lor... knn... everytime got problem happen between couple every1 would see it as the guy's fault... fk la... do these ppl even know what actually happen?... ppl say girls are the weaker sex so fault must lie with the guys... then after that all the females in the world bua song... fight for equal rights... say male female must be treated equally... fuck la... what irony... girls are using thier gender as an excuse for every single thing... fuck la.. knn... these ppl no brain... onli know how say... do they even know what the guys are experiencing?... don't even know anything then say guy's fault... since is my fault i wont be guilty lor... my fault le mah... so i harsh to her also don care.... whatever la...</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;">FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK</span></em><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br />FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK<br />FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK<br />FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK<br />FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-2356074343349792671?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-56309074737448329812008-07-06T01:10:00.003+08:002008-07-06T01:15:34.323+08:00<em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffff33;">lols after i went home i thinking of things like today i do alot wrong things... then alot ppl like v distracted =x... then i sms them... in the end i sms + msn chatting + tagging ppl blog and my blog replies... first time in my life i so bz la... sms 4 ppl msn 3 ppl tagging i think got 10 ppl... lols... and then found out alot things from them which WOW me.. haha... now watching my anime ^^ wahaha... since most of them tired and sleep liao, go out or do other things ^^ end of day =p</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-5630907473744832981?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-33953315737872143002008-07-06T00:26:00.003+08:002008-07-06T01:15:08.753+08:00<em><span style="color:#ff0000;">wah today song bo... before go concert wan catch bus run still shirt become transparent... but dried up so nvm... then after that go causeway eat then take bus then late... zzz... wtf lor they anyhow paste the things lor... kao then door close le we gan chiong keep running ard searching for the concert hall... in the end we go the reception they say wait till interval... then we go the 2nd floor see... then wth there is no interval... luckily we reach 2nd floor le the band de ppl haven start... sat down there onli... the concert is nice esp when every1 sing the school song so loudly... budden abit short lor... sianz...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">after the concert i went tgt with chloe them... actually come with bb gang but i like v extra then chloe ask me go with them then i sui bian... then ps the bb gang lols... then i walk out quite far liao then forgot csm hoodie with me then he call me say he sick wan the hoodie... then i run back give him.. scare he fall sick... then after that walk back to chloe them... haha... </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">then we go eat then i having gastric >.<... then me and pris(the chio bu) discovered something v unbelievable... lols... then we keep saying and disturb some1... then we v surprise lor... then after that pris went off first cause she live in yew tee not cck so not same way... then me clar and sichuan keep disturb chloe... then she laugh until cannot eat... after tht we take mrt to lot 1 then walk back... we sent the girls home then we then go home... haha the concert so short not fun 1 =p~</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-3395331573787214300?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-80644840419930510952008-07-02T15:14:00.003+08:002008-07-02T15:44:58.879+08:00<div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SGssuSakccI/AAAAAAAAAAY/2FYhyshDuwI/s1600-h/RIMG0120.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5218313766967734722" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SGssuSakccI/AAAAAAAAAAY/2FYhyshDuwI/s320/RIMG0120.jpg" border="0" /></a> The words are correct... haha...<br /><br /><br /><br /><p><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SGssum658fI/AAAAAAAAAAg/bI3fIiyJdpE/s1600-h/RIMG0123.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5218313772472070642" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SGssum658fI/AAAAAAAAAAg/bI3fIiyJdpE/s320/RIMG0123.jpg" border="0" /></a> Arm injury during training =p </p><p>When wearing the elbow support</p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5218318647714041442" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SGsxKYnKzmI/AAAAAAAAABA/2d2pPmHy8hA/s320/RIMG0120.jpg" border="0" /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5218318645582300882" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SGsxKQq7BtI/AAAAAAAAAA4/WNCUSXYqmxE/s320/RIMG0119.jpg" border="0" />When take out the support... with marks... LOL...<br /><br /><p><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SGssu2SRDcI/AAAAAAAAAAo/_YCGtoG_zNU/s1600-h/RIMG0121.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5218313776596585922" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SGssu2SRDcI/AAAAAAAAAAo/_YCGtoG_zNU/s320/RIMG0121.jpg" border="0" /></a> This one no nid elaborate liao....(Before)</p><br /><p>Got plaster mark cause scare parents know lols</p><br /><p><br /></p><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SGssvKMbBnI/AAAAAAAAAAw/lzDr-4BJWUc/s1600-h/RIMG0122.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5218313781940782706" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_I3sRiZsG_1Q/SGssvKMbBnI/AAAAAAAAAAw/lzDr-4BJWUc/s320/RIMG0122.jpg" border="0" /></a> After.... was is a wise decision? hmm....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-8064484041993051095?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-37841381878025089572008-06-30T21:48:00.002+08:002008-06-30T21:55:03.788+08:00<span style="font-family:verdana;color:#33ccff;"><em>haix afterall thats has happen i began to believe christ again but... im still not sure whether should i really go back... now im working on weekend but thats not an excuse for not going to church... but going back izit a wise choice? i still can't make up my mind... i dont know y and i dont know how to solve it... i really wonder.... haix....</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-3784138187802508957?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-18782762680051346812008-06-30T19:14:00.002+08:002008-06-30T19:18:40.345+08:00<em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffff00;">ytd night when i came home from work me and my sis talk abt money issue to my mom... saying instead of giving me daily allowance,give me monthly allowance like my sis... so that i know i can spend my money more wisely and not anyhow spend... but i rarely go out so i ask my mom for 150 for 1 month include weekend, then not enough then i use my pay to bu tie... then she haven give her reply yet so we shall see... ahaha...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-1878276268005134681?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-39244961943187589142008-04-30T23:01:00.002+08:002008-04-30T23:09:10.080+08:00<em><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">lols there is 1 other thing that encouraging me for moving forward but at the same time make me emo...LOL... and that thing is ANIME... shows such as naruto,bleach and many other good shows... make me feel like i wan to be like them... <span style="color:#ff0000;">nvr to give up halfway and finish till the 'race' is over... giving up now means losing everything..</span>. budden i see they show until liddat make me emo... cause i feel that i cannot do up to their motto... lols... i see the show i feel like see anime characters can do it but i cannot do it... im a mere human just like any1 but in fact im worst >.<...</span> haix... im now in a delima... whether to give up and be a loser like im always are or to perserver to till very end cause the fate had not been decided... its onli decided after u make this choice... to give up or not.... it seems cool if i perserver but i know i can't do it... just have to let nature to go its course... for i have nothing left to my name for me to lose...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-3924496194318758914?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-35647723312076549732008-04-30T22:45:00.002+08:002008-04-30T22:56:24.463+08:00<em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#33cc00;">haix... 1st time ever feel so dulan with audi lor... some1 in audi guai lan me lor... the person say what s/he pm me i nvr reply him/her... then afterward say what i put ?? nia... then i tell him/her i say ?? cause s/he say hi nia then after that nvr say anything... few minutes later s/he pm me again alot of crap... say s/he pm me i nvr reply anything... then i say"i put ?? then u also nvr say anything liao leh"... then after that talk to me in cap locks sia... i so scared... who can help me =.=... s/he say what s/he ask me question i nvr reply anything... good lor that person... even s/he got write so zun i start game le confirm cannot see mah... like dog sia... ya la ya la everything is my fault... reply ?? also got fault... don wan reply then write in caps... i so scared sia... who do u think u are... </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#33cc00;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#ff6600;"><span style="color:#33cc00;">which leads me to telling every1 this...</span> <span style="color:#33ccff;">STOP ACTING LIKE U UNDERSTAND ME SO MUCH FOR U ARE NOT MUCH MORE THAN A MERE HUMAN, UNLESS U TELL ME U STUDY HUMAN PSYCOLOGY THEN I WILL SAY IM SORRY TO U, DON KNOW ANYTHING THEN KPKB, U THINK IM UR WHAT?...</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;">this is also for the fker who put his/her name "yourhater" on my tagboard and act like a cb... if i found out who u are i make sure i will kill u and go boys home for all i care... if u think is a joke then try me....</span></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-3564772331207654973?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-81893165214033605482008-04-30T22:22:00.003+08:002008-04-30T22:44:43.476+08:00<span style="color:#ffff00;"><em><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">today go out with jasper go orchard find cumpler bag for esther budden all out of stock... sad sia.. later esther angry with us... cause she don have crumpler bag... haha... esther so dao sia call her don wan answer... make us so sad... the person say nid wait 2-5 weeks for new stock arrive... haix wait until 1 month later esther bday liao... sure got other ppl buy for her le... sianz lor... we saw 1 guy with grey western lawn then we say we go rob the bag give esther... haha... <span style="color:#ff0000;">i feel so lucky to have such a good friend... JASPER</span>... lols... then after that we go north view slack... haha... budden his mind like off the place liao... donno thinking of what... then i nvr ask him also... haha... don think so much la jasper.... =p</span></em><br /><em></em><br /></span><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">tuesday i go his house suppose to help him with his maths lor... end out i go his house slack =.= sian lor if he fails his maths i sure dam guilty 1... T.T... see help ppl become slacking session... so sianz... *guilty for life* lols...</span> </em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-8189316521403360548?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-18592588109487496722008-04-30T22:09:00.004+08:002008-04-30T22:22:39.493+08:00<em><span style="color:#3366ff;">im feeling so fk up with myself... everywhere i go i feel so extra... ppl keep dao me... i go in between ppl.... nothing i do ever please ppl at all... all i do is always extra... nothing i do will bring smiles on other faces cause im nothing but an extra... loner jiu shi loner... theres nothing i can do about it... whatever i do will do harm to others... no good results will come out... alwaays being a 3rd party to every1... haix... sorry to every1... i owe every1 so much...<br /><br />haix... everytime tio discouraged by ppl... till im feeling so discourage... study also no use liao... stupid jiu shi stupid... using my whole life to improve or to be successful is practically impossible... 'anything is possible if u try'? i dont think so... try how many times also cannot do anything right... cause im loner and stupid and lazy....</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-1859258810948749672?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-42934491979255930072008-04-07T23:36:00.003+08:002008-04-07T23:48:13.930+08:00<em><span style="color:#33ff33;">Amazingly i feel more happy on weekends then weekdays... weekdays see book read book do hw... somemore still nid see the teachers... the eyes i hate so much... they look at us with that kind of look... feel like killing them.... ARGH... but during weekend at work i feel so entertained at work... cause keep joking around with them so happy sia... now i prefer working than studying liao... si liao... later academic sure v lousy... zzz... chiong liao la... study study and study more... must get good results for 'O'level even though i dono what course to choose... LOLS... chiong ar~ tmr a maths test got pass i happy liao... now studying for it... chiong till tmr morning... haha...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-4293449197925593007?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-37373546831493310372008-03-25T01:17:00.003+08:002008-03-25T01:27:22.473+08:00<em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc00;">can anyone tell me y 3/4 is liddat?... teachers have many complains about 3/4... y is that so? can someone answer me... y do teachers have praise for all other classes except 3/4?... its because of the attitude 3/4 has... nvr hand in work on time... always finding excuses to save from naggings... nvr wanting to improve on the current situations they are in... 1 term have pass and everything is unchanged... so?... whats the answer to this?... even 3/4 can't help themselves so what do u think how would the teachers feel?.... they will feel so dissapointed and angry... so?.... no 1 can help me if i dont even wan to help myself... every1 thinks that 3/4 is a class reserved for the suckers.... so it come down to this and yet they don wan to help themselves by improving the situation they r in... it may be the lousiest class but we still can make it to jc and uni.... is in the heart and mind... the will to do it... but nobody is willing to putting effort in trying for it... so what should i do in this current situation? any1 have an answer... kindly tell me pls...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-3737354683149331037?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-36899719746042556682008-03-25T01:02:00.002+08:002008-03-25T01:16:48.038+08:00<em><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">what does 3/4 mean to u? it means nothing... nothing to be worth remembering... what comes out of 3/4? bunch of suckers who don wan to study and play all day... while some may be scholars of the sch... so what am i?... im not even worth to be sucker... failure may be the best word and thats whats on my hand... every1 has goal and dreams that can achieve in any circumstance... so?... im onli allow to dream... nothing had been accomplish... is it so hard to be regonize by everyone...in fact is anyone...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">so what am i?... what do u live for?... whats the meaning to ur exsistence?... it means nothing... do u know what will happen when u die?... no 1 know until death arrives... so right now what r u living 4?... living for the sake of living? or wanting to accomplish something huge to be regonize by any1?... im not needed any where... nobody nids me... </span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>"the onli successful thing is nothing at all"<span style="color:#33ccff;">... </span></strong></span></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-3689971974604255668?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-26133724469239569592008-02-28T23:49:00.000+08:002008-02-28T23:58:19.350+08:00<em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;">T.T... is late in the night and it is the most emo time of the day... lol... i feel that im extra everywhere i go... i feel i go there extra nia... nobdody really care bout me... im just a nobody... not even fit to be alive... whatever i do will always be something bad in everyone's eye... and yet there is no 1 that i can share my problems with... every1 got good friends except me... i feel so useless and i will always be a sore eyes to every1... haix... life is boring... nothing to do except rotting in house everyday... but ppl rot some1 will care... i rot till dead no 1 will know about it... i feel so lost, i feel emptiness... </span></em><br /><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Courier New;"></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Courier New;"></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Courier New;"></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"><strong>dar dar wo hen xiang ni...</strong></span></em></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-2613372446923956959?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-33243369624542253682008-02-17T00:10:00.000+08:002008-02-17T00:26:55.935+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;"><em><span style="font-family:courier new;">fk la... today tio insult by the supervisor... she ownself say,"example... 1+1=2" then she scold me because it "1+1=3"... then i v bua song so i dam angry budden she come and tell me y should i be so angry and say till that i have no right to be angry liddat... tmr when i go for work i will tell her i will no come and work again... if she wan "chit chat" with me i make i sure i chit chat with her tell she no energy to sit up... kp sia... i go there work also must tio insult... cb sia.. knn... make sure she will lie in the coffin tmr with her families crying... i swear that i will study hard for my studies so that i can find a proper job or be a boss myself so i wont have to tolerate fkers attitude again...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Courier New;">AAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Courier New;">RRRRRRROOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!</span></em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-3324336962454225368?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-27278694484737570172008-02-12T21:41:00.000+08:002008-02-12T21:48:17.696+08:00<em><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#ffff00;">haix... today is another worse day ever... form teacher (LFS) ask us to bring thing but alot nvr bring then she make us stay back after sch and write 500words reflection with a tip of 2 questions.... wtf... then she still mark the reflection paper and keep "counciling" each ppl b4 we can go... so when i hand in the paper... she ask me how many word... i just took off 4 my CCA... cause in the reflection paper... i nvr write about the "hints" she gave us instead i write about my feeling towards her...</span> </span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-2727869448473757017?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-45618689375696167072008-02-04T21:12:00.000+08:002008-02-04T21:30:03.772+08:00<em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#9999ff;">today i found out that christian aren't mighty as they seems... they are just another bunch of "actors"... they are suppose to do this yet they express themselves in another way... my FT today sibei guai lan... all her words seems to have thorns.... y is she liddat... is it on purpose that she wan to imply to me something or just that she "accidently" spoke words that might be unpleasent... whichever it is... is seems to me it was on purpose... it proves to me that she another selfish adult who thinks that what they do is always the best for us.... </span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-4561868937569616707?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-45941500543874428172008-02-01T23:54:00.000+08:002008-02-01T23:59:56.891+08:00<em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#33ccff;">today i nvr go sch cause i feel sick~ my FT call my house then talk to my mom... she say i v tempremental (donno how spell)... then my mom keep say me this say me that... i so irritated lor... my FT know me 1 month nia then can judge my chracter liao... kns... y do adults always think they are right and watever they do is for our own good... gong jiao wei la... adults wont even accept themselve in the wrong... even they wrong they will still blame us for doing things they he don like onli... wtf is this.... whats wrong with the world... how can they know what are we thinking... they just say and say non-stop... argh... how i wish adults would be more understanding... especiallly teachers....</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-4594150054387442817?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-33492554470589628602008-01-30T21:20:00.000+08:002008-01-30T21:32:17.635+08:00<em><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">wtf sia... today i witness something again... offficers are not what u think them as.... they think they officer then big shot.... nvr do anything wrong also tio scold... wtf.... name is yong han yang... unity sec.... big fk sia....<span style="color:#cc33cc;"> adults all liddat 1 lor.... they think they are v experienced then also donno how teens think then presume this presume that... then anyhow lecture ppl 1 lor...</span></span></em><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">our class so suck also... all onli talk to close friend no class spirit de lor... then class commitee ask question all like don care nia... then everytime always tio leacture by LFS... sianz la.... why class liddat 1... so boring... LV 2/8 "07 ROCKS~~~~~~~ lol....</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-3349255447058962860?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7628288329497247252.post-15310201872329599862008-01-29T20:46:00.000+08:002008-01-29T20:51:58.695+08:00<em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">whoahs... this is the first time im blogging hahaha.... so if u find it boring pls accept as it is.... lolzz... i seee alot of blogs and find it interesting to have 1 too xD...</span></em><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#33ffff;">today i have a bad day at sch.... our form teacher keep talking bout character... argh... i hate it so much lol.... i missed my last year class.... hope we can go out together and have fun even though we are in diff class =p....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7628288329497247252-1531020187232959986?l=emo4ever-why.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabriel Leow a.k.a Ka Chenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00341455418753708605noreply@blogger.com0