Solitude, away from you

Sunday, January 11, 2009,

I do no nid to live up to anyone expectatation except mine!

i realise for almost my whole life im being living towards other ppl's expectation of me... i donno why i did that... i feel so darn stupid... from now i will live to my own expectation that is reasonable for me to accomplish... tmr is a extra training for the upcoming west zone matches... hope that the ppl that turn out will able to make the full use out of this training... jy everyone for the west zone!.. i was so upset when i see some ppls pm on the msn... it was so infuriating... however i will prove to these ppl... prove that im not there because im there... i will prove it that im there cause of a reason... since im so invisible in ur eyes... i will prove it somehow... this will be my resolve... to prove my exsistence and living the life i wan my life to me.... nvr ever to live up to ppl expectations.... though it sound strong i still have doubts of my ability of my perseverance... but to that resolve.. my resolve i shall promise... i will do it... i shall do it.. i must do it... for the sake of myself... i will prove my exsistence... i will live the life i wan to...

Labels: thus shall my resolve i will promise... the goal is near...

Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
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Monday, January 5, 2009,

SCHOOOOLL REOPEN LE~~~

NEW YEAR~
NEW GOALS~
NEW ACHIEVEMENTS~
NEW EXPERIENCES~
NEW CLOTHES~

Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
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Saturday, November 22, 2008,

im really confused now...i donno what to do anymore...i pray to god asking him to help me...but it turns out there was no answers...maybe i wasnt sincere enough?... maybe he doesnt care about me anymore?... if i jump will i meet god?... i really nid to talk with god right now...should i jump and lose concious to meet him?...should i sleep and let him appear in my dreams?...who can tell me what to do....i scare if i jump he still wouldnt wan to meet me...i donno what to do...i onli know that god is the key to my answers...but yet i cant find him...what should i decide....jump or dont jump...

Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
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Monday, November 10, 2008,

Stupid Finger

this 3 pic is taken on sunday when the skin came off. and it is dam red. so pain lah sianz.

today better le. not so red le. can bend also not that pain but still pain. LOL.

tmr training le. sianz. how sia. wan train libero then this happen to me.

don care le. tmr just wrap it in gauze and then tape with leukoplast.

i just hope and pray that it will be healed v v v v v fast.

i cant afford to miss anymore training le!

for volleyball~ finger faster heal please!!!!

Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
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Saturday, November 8, 2008,

NEW BLOGSKIN~~!!!

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Friday, November 7, 2008,

VOLLEYBALL BOYS YOUTH CUP RESULT!!!

HWA CHONG INSTITUITION VS UNITY
25 - 22 , 25 - 8
DUNMAN SECONDARY VS UNITY
25 - 18 , 22 - 25 , 15 - 13
CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL VS UNTIY
25 - 8 , 25 - 12
ZHONG HUA SECONDARY VS UNITY
25 - 17/18?, 26-24
YU HUA SECONDARY VS UNITY
25 - 22 , 25 - 18

DEDUCTION :
hwa chong is first match after so long nvr train so can get 22 bua pai liao =D

dunman sec so pity sia. every1 try to put in effort and we got a 3rd set but in the end lost T.T but it is the happiest match out of the 5

cat high no nid say ba? their spike shock us. lols. but still can try to win but so long nvr train then the team like don have chemistry le. sadded. but still nice fight =/

zhong hua donno what happen. they like so noob onli got 1 tall tall de spike okok but still we lost =( maybe training too less =D must put twice a week once not enough

yu hua... haha i wasnt there to play with them. sick =/ but coach v confident tell us say if we lose can go back sch run 10 rounds. in the end lost. hahah. GG

REFLECTION :
i think its very pity sia. but still we had put up a good fight =D 3 cheers for unity volleyball boys ever1 don so sad le. whats past is past. lets put more effort on our training ba. JY EVERYONE!
(its not that we noob is the training days too less. once a week onli) <--(quote by tonghua. lols!)
every1 should jyjy! volleyball cannot solo de. must have more teamwork and team spirit. hehe =D

then i v smart alec =.= go tell coach i wan be libero =p then coach say now train may not have enough time but he say will let me try. so he ask me at home dig 1000 balls set 1000 balls everyday. (20 sets of 50) then i v excited. woots libero leh. lols. but now my hand kena scald during work =.= then the skin v jia lat. den now i waiting for it to recover then i jiu chiong le!!! for volleyball!!! =D

Labels: FOR VOLLEYBALL. ITS MY SOUL AND PASSION. JY ME. VOLLEYBALL FOREVER. HURRAY FOR VOLLEYBALL. LIBERO.

Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
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SOLITARY

Labels: AND IM TIRED OF BEING ALL ALONE AND THIS SOLITARY MOMENT...(tears starting dropping)...

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