Solitude, away from you

Thursday, February 28, 2008,

Emo Night~

T.T... is late in the night and it is the most emo time of the day... lol... i feel that im extra everywhere i go... i feel i go there extra nia... nobdody really care bout me... im just a nobody... not even fit to be alive... whatever i do will always be something bad in everyone's eye... and yet there is no 1 that i can share my problems with... every1 got good friends except me... i feel so useless and i will always be a sore eyes to every1... haix... life is boring... nothing to do except rotting in house everyday... but ppl rot some1 will care... i rot till dead no 1 will know about it... i feel so lost, i feel emptiness...

dar dar wo hen xiang ni...

Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[11:49 PM]
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Sunday, February 17, 2008,

Fuck the kpkb supervisor

fk la... today tio insult by the supervisor... she ownself say,"example... 1+1=2" then she scold me because it "1+1=3"... then i v bua song so i dam angry budden she come and tell me y should i be so angry and say till that i have no right to be angry liddat... tmr when i go for work i will tell her i will no come and work again... if she wan "chit chat" with me i make i sure i chit chat with her tell she no energy to sit up... kp sia... i go there work also must tio insult... cb sia.. knn... make sure she will lie in the coffin tmr with her families crying... i swear that i will study hard for my studies so that i can find a proper job or be a boss myself so i wont have to tolerate fkers attitude again...
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
RRRRRRROOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[12:10 AM]
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008,

Another worse day with LFS

haix... today is another worse day ever... form teacher (LFS) ask us to bring thing but alot nvr bring then she make us stay back after sch and write 500words reflection with a tip of 2 questions.... wtf... then she still mark the reflection paper and keep "counciling" each ppl b4 we can go... so when i hand in the paper... she ask me how many word... i just took off 4 my CCA... cause in the reflection paper... i nvr write about the "hints" she gave us instead i write about my feeling towards her...

Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[9:41 PM]
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Monday, February 4, 2008,

Y adults so guai lan...

today i found out that christian aren't mighty as they seems... they are just another bunch of "actors"... they are suppose to do this yet they express themselves in another way... my FT today sibei guai lan... all her words seems to have thorns.... y is she liddat... is it on purpose that she wan to imply to me something or just that she "accidently" spoke words that might be unpleasent... whichever it is... is seems to me it was on purpose... it proves to me that she another selfish adult who thinks that what they do is always the best for us....

Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[9:12 PM]
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Friday, February 1, 2008,

WTF is with the teachers....

today i nvr go sch cause i feel sick~ my FT call my house then talk to my mom... she say i v tempremental (donno how spell)... then my mom keep say me this say me that... i so irritated lor... my FT know me 1 month nia then can judge my chracter liao... kns... y do adults always think they are right and watever they do is for our own good... gong jiao wei la... adults wont even accept themselve in the wrong... even they wrong they will still blame us for doing things they he don like onli... wtf is this.... whats wrong with the world... how can they know what are we thinking... they just say and say non-stop... argh... how i wish adults would be more understanding... especiallly teachers....

Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[11:54 PM]
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