Sunday, January 11, 2009,

I do no nid to live up to anyone expectatation except mine!

i realise for almost my whole life im being living towards other ppl's expectation of me... i donno why i did that... i feel so darn stupid... from now i will live to my own expectation that is reasonable for me to accomplish... tmr is a extra training for the upcoming west zone matches... hope that the ppl that turn out will able to make the full use out of this training... jy everyone for the west zone!.. i was so upset when i see some ppls pm on the msn... it was so infuriating... however i will prove to these ppl... prove that im not there because im there... i will prove it that im there cause of a reason... since im so invisible in ur eyes... i will prove it somehow... this will be my resolve... to prove my exsistence and living the life i wan my life to me.... nvr ever to live up to ppl expectations.... though it sound strong i still have doubts of my ability of my perseverance... but to that resolve.. my resolve i shall promise... i will do it... i shall do it.. i must do it... for the sake of myself... i will prove my exsistence... i will live the life i wan to...

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Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[12:48 AM]
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Monday, January 5, 2009,

SCHOOOOLL REOPEN LE~~~

NEW YEAR~
NEW GOALS~
NEW ACHIEVEMENTS~
NEW EXPERIENCES~
NEW CLOTHES~


Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[12:21 AM]
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Isolation is aloneness that feels forced upon you,
like a punishment.
Solitude is aloneness you choose and embrace.
I think great things can come out of solitude,
out of going to a place
where all is quiet except the beating of your heart.