Tuesday, August 26, 2008,
PICTURES UPLOADED. FIRST LINK OF MY LINK LIST! TITTLE IS PICTURES!!!
Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[9:23 PM]
Wonderful day.after emo night thinking..
wah today song bo. play touch rugby with volleyball in the rain. shuang! hahahahahaah =D then the security guard ask us don play liao. cause raining quite alot le. then after that we all went to mac then i say i go buy sweets first. haha. ( the sweets was to help me paid attention in class, bring sch 1 whole packet can finish in 1 day. lols) then after reached home bath le then go to the bus stop. wait the bus then suddenly raining like WTF!!! lols sit on the chair the rain also fly in. big rain and strong winds =.= take umbrella also like no use! =x then after i bought the sweets liao i chiong back mac to slack with the rest then i opened 1 packet of sweet then also eat all finish. hahahaha. after that we when home at 6:30+ then we walk to the mrt there liao then saw MR.HUSSAIN!!! woooohooooo! lols. then i shout so loud then he say don publicize his name. LOLS. then after that we go in guardian find hair dye for jiawei. in the end go to lot 1 and find. the rest all went home le. left me alvin and jia wei. 3 of us all wants dark blue dye but cannot find. sadded. then go le lot 1 go 2nd floor watson, nvr found, 3rd floor guardian, nvr found, in the end go the guardian outside(directly in front of the traffic light) also nvr found! suay. dark blue dye so hard to find sia... then in the end jia wei bought the wildcherry i think. lols so fast forgot le. serious STM. LOLS.
thank everyone. without u all i wont be so happy today and thankz again =DLabels: life means nothing to me, without my friends
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[8:49 PM]
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Monday, August 25, 2008,
A sense of belonging...
today at sch in class 3/7... 2 person de birthday... then the whole of 3/7 stay back after sch to sing birthday songs for them and somemore got cake sia... *jealousy* lols... haix.. my birthday wasnt even half as exciting like this... and this year birthday was the worst of all... my parents argue in new york new york ( public place lehzzz!!!!) during my birthday and everybody was like staring at us... wtf...
am i asking too much or what? i just nid a place where i feel that i belonged... izit too much to ask?? the sense of belonging is v v v v v v important to me... now i feel that i don belonged to a place where everybody calls it home.... what is home to me i seriously donno... i just nid friends who are willing to accompany me but i don wanna purposely make it like im a attention seeker or extra... im having so much stress now... i wan to have good friends but yet i don wan make my action = to attention seeker or extra... im so stress and troubled now... T.T
(PLS DO NOT THINK THAT THIS POST WAS TO ATTRACT PEOPLES' ATTENTION CAUSE IM NOT A PERSON THAT WILL DO SOMETHING SO IDIOTIC!)
but i dont care what u think about me... im not guilty so i wont have to listen to ur opinions about me!
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too much stress and v trouble... haix... Labels: Should I Die?, Where I Belong?, Who Am I?
Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[7:42 PM]
PLAYLIST UPDATED~SONGS THAT MAKE ME EMO DE =(
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[7:41 PM]
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Sunday, August 24, 2008,
regrets....
don mind me for entering this stupid post... if one day i would ever walk out of the classroom and climb over the railing and jump.... pls do not scream or be frighten or be afraid or be worry... i just wan to have a peaceful death... thats all... so pls take notice if i ever really jumped... pls do not scream... end of my stupid post
Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[1:32 AM]
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008,
NDP practice =)
today ndp practice so fun sia. UG nice job. without u all the ndp celebrations wont be so nice. played volley with alot ppl just now =). then after that joined the choir and sing and have fun together =). first time i enjoyed being in school ^^ i also found out something v funny. im more bonded with other classes then my own class =.= its funny but sad. how can 1 not bonded with own class sia. zzzz. and i found out that i get along with girls easier than guys. still can bond with guys but nid a longer time =x. hehe =) anyway just wanna say to all my bros and good friends thank you. without u all i feel so empty =x so THANK YOU!!!
who wanna know those bros and good friends? go msn ask me =0 and i donno i should blog about them without their permission =x.
BTW~ previous post i got write i admired alot ppl. wan know also mah? =x
BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI~ SECRETS~~ =)
therefore im not telling anything unless u are 1 of them =x
WHAHAHAHAHAHA
Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[9:43 PM]
Zi Bei
haix. why must it always happen to me. y i cant be like them. those that i admired so much. y they can do it and i cant. sometimes i feel like im really useless. cannot excel in anything i do. i feel that i don belong anywhere. my home don feel like home. just what does home mean to u. home is a place where u keep tio guai lan. =.= my own family don understand me. i don understand myself. i expected ppl to understand me. sorry to those i expected so much that u all will understand. sometimes i just wonder. who am i?... y am i in this wretched world. just whats my purpose here. i think i shouldn't be alive. but i will stay alive cause i treasure my friends more than my life. thankz to all my friends and those whom i treat as brothers. thank u all. i feel so alive with u ppl ard =)
Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[9:34 PM]
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