Wednesday, April 30, 2008,

ExtraS~!

im feeling so fk up with myself... everywhere i go i feel so extra... ppl keep dao me... i go in between ppl.... nothing i do ever please ppl at all... all i do is always extra... nothing i do will bring smiles on other faces cause im nothing but an extra... loner jiu shi loner... theres nothing i can do about it... whatever i do will do harm to others... no good results will come out... alwaays being a 3rd party to every1... haix... sorry to every1... i owe every1 so much...

haix... everytime tio discouraged by ppl... till im feeling so discourage... study also no use liao... stupid jiu shi stupid... using my whole life to improve or to be successful is practically impossible... 'anything is possible if u try'? i dont think so... try how many times also cannot do anything right... cause im loner and stupid and lazy....


Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[10:09 PM]
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Isolation is aloneness that feels forced upon you,
like a punishment.
Solitude is aloneness you choose and embrace.
I think great things can come out of solitude,
out of going to a place
where all is quiet except the beating of your heart.