Thursday, July 10, 2008,

Family

what does family mean to you? i don hav the image of what is family like. what is family i really don noe. y does every1 have such happy family and all i can do is smile. whats wrong with my family. a sister who thinks she is older than me and she can do whatever she like. a mom who thinks whatever i do is wrong and my sis is right. a dad which is not close to me. what kind of home is this.i am 15 yet they all think i immature. what about themselves. i just nid some1 that can understands me. am i really expecting to much of it? whenever i wan to tell my mom or sis my problems,whether happy or sad, they find me irritating. my sis always saying mom like this mom like that. she ownself also doing it. so what am i here. a person who ppl find irritating. i just nid a listening ear is it so hard to find? the world population is counted by millions. and in this millions i can't even find 1 who is willing to be my listening ear. not even my family is willing. haix. maybe i shouldnt be here, be anywhere.


Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
[9:58 PM]
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Isolation is aloneness that feels forced upon you,
like a punishment.
Solitude is aloneness you choose and embrace.
I think great things can come out of solitude,
out of going to a place
where all is quiet except the beating of your heart.