Monday, August 25, 2008,

A sense of belonging...

today at sch in class 3/7... 2 person de birthday... then the whole of 3/7 stay back after sch to sing birthday songs for them and somemore got cake sia... *jealousy* lols... haix.. my birthday wasnt even half as exciting like this... and this year birthday was the worst of all... my parents argue in new york new york ( public place lehzzz!!!!) during my birthday and everybody was like staring at us... wtf...

am i asking too much or what? i just nid a place where i feel that i belonged... izit too much to ask?? the sense of belonging is v v v v v v important to me... now i feel that i don belonged to a place where everybody calls it home.... what is home to me i seriously donno... i just nid friends who are willing to accompany me but i don wanna purposely make it like im a attention seeker or extra... im having so much stress now... i wan to have good friends but yet i don wan make my action = to attention seeker or extra... im so stress and troubled now... T.T
(PLS DO NOT THINK THAT THIS POST WAS TO ATTRACT PEOPLES' ATTENTION CAUSE IM NOT A PERSON THAT WILL DO SOMETHING SO IDIOTIC!)
but i dont care what u think about me... im not guilty so i wont have to listen to ur opinions about me!

I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT I WAN TO SLIT

I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE I WAN TO SUICIDE

too much stress and v trouble... haix...

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Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
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Isolation is aloneness that feels forced upon you,
like a punishment.
Solitude is aloneness you choose and embrace.
I think great things can come out of solitude,
out of going to a place
where all is quiet except the beating of your heart.