Wednesday, August 6, 2008,

Zi Bei

haix. why must it always happen to me. y i cant be like them. those that i admired so much. y they can do it and i cant. sometimes i feel like im really useless. cannot excel in anything i do. i feel that i don belong anywhere. my home don feel like home. just what does home mean to u. home is a place where u keep tio guai lan. =.= my own family don understand me. i don understand myself. i expected ppl to understand me. sorry to those i expected so much that u all will understand. sometimes i just wonder. who am i?... y am i in this wretched world. just whats my purpose here. i think i shouldn't be alive. but i will stay alive cause i treasure my friends more than my life. thankz to all my friends and those whom i treat as brothers. thank u all. i feel so alive with u ppl ard =)


Alone->Loneliness, Solitude->Solitary, Isolated
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Isolation is aloneness that feels forced upon you,
like a punishment.
Solitude is aloneness you choose and embrace.
I think great things can come out of solitude,
out of going to a place
where all is quiet except the beating of your heart.